
I can't tell you what Sharpton was thinking, but I know I personally felt there was something seriously wrong with throwing grenades into a home with children present. There has got to be a better way. With my father being a police veteran, I always take my time to decide if officers are in the wrong, but in this case, I really wondered how the Detroit police could explain away this mishap.
Sharpton gave the eulogy for Aiyana Jones. Her funeral came to mark a generation of despair in one of the cities hardest hit by the recent economic downturn.
"I came because I feel we must stand and show the value and worth of the lives of our children," Sharpton said.
His eulogy brought the crowd to its feet, as he was left with the task of mixing delicate but critical, socio-political dialogue into a time of intense sadness. He asked why flash-bang grenades are being used in the presence of children, and why so many men are able to make babies instead of raising them. He also reminded the listeners that personal responsibility is critical to overcoming our challenges in life.
"Even if you are not responsible for being knocked down, you are responsible for getting back up," he said.
The eulogy was held at Second Ebenezer Church. Rep. John Conyers was present, along with Wayne County Executive Robert Ficano. Rev. Horace Sheffield III called Aiyana a "fallen angel" and said that "a grief shared is a grief diminished," thanking those who came out to support the family.
Even the family's attorney, Geoffrey Fieger, gave an address at the eulogy. "By her death, Aiyana has paid for a justice that will save the lives of other children," he said. "Let us now collectively cleanse the shadow of fear and violence from our hearts."
A family friend read poems written by Aiyana's parents. "The pain is hard to bear," said Charles Jones, Aiyana's father. "Just keep on shining down from heaven. These words are from my heart to my baby. Without all my love, and no one to give it to!!! Love Daddy."
Aiyana's cousin Diamond Howard, who is 8-years old, wore a T-shirt with Aiyana's picture on it. The two attended elementary school together. "We did our math together," she said. "We taught each other how to do our spelling words. I didn't get to say goodbye."
Aiyana was shot at 12:40 a.m. on Sunday night. She was hit while sleeping by a bullet from the Special Response Team. Officer Joseph Weekley is the man who has been identified as the shooter. He has been put into a desk job until the investigation is complete.
Officers are claiming that contact with Aiyana's grandmother caused the gun to go off accidentally, while the family's attorney is claiming that video contradicts the officers' accounts of the incident. Fieger, the attorney, claims that the deadly shots were fired from outside the home, not inside, as the officers claim. He even argues that the shooting was not accidental.
"This isn't an accidental shooting," he said. "There was no time for a confrontation [with the grandmother]."
Mike Cox, the Michigan Attorney General, said he was "disgusted" by Rev. Sharpton's presence at Aiyana's funeral. Sharpton has simultaneously questioned whether Cox's office can properly oversee the investigation into Aiyana's death. Detroit Mayor Dave Bing, who was criticized for not making any public statements right after the death, has said that the family's attorney, Geoffrey Fieger, is only interested in money and is using the case for his own personal benefit.
It's official: The shooting death of Aiyana Jones has turned into a heavily politicized media circus. Everyone is on the attack and counterattack, and I don't anticipate this situation dying down any time soon. My personal objective is to see that justice is served and to find out how this little girl was killed. At that point, we must find a way to ensure that such a senseless death never happens again.
Dr. Boyce Watkins is the founder of the Your Black World Coalition and the author of the new book 'Black American Money.' To have Dr. Boyce's commentary delivered to your e-mail, please click here. 

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By: datruthisscary on 5/23/2010 3:53PM
Rest in Peace, Little Angel
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By: Patty on 5/23/2010 1:47PM
It is a shame that the little girl died but the family is also to blame. Hiding thugs inside their house and the little girl,s father has a criminal record longer than my arm. The grandmother acting like a fool fighting the police. What the hell do they expect. You lie down with dogs you will get fleas. The cops arent the only ones to blame.
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By: Shawn B on 5/23/2010 2:32PM
The criminal, was not arrested in their house/apt. This home contained two separate apartments, in which the criminal was arrested in the upstairs one. Moreover, why are you assuming that anyone was hiding a person. Are you assuming that those around him knew if he'd done anything. Criminals live among us but does that make us guilty. There is absolutely no justification for this AT ALL. There were children in that house and they knew it. And even if the criminal was there, they should have flushed him out in a way that would not have put the lives of others in danger. Your comment is thoughtless and you should be ashamed.
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By: Lady N on 5/23/2010 8:23PM
What the hell was you thinking when you wrote this post. How would you react if the police come busting you to your house. Whatever her father record was is not the issue he was not breaking any laws at the time of the shooting. I really wander if so of you people really think about what you post before you are you just that plain STUPID...
REST IN PEACE YOU LITTLE SWEET ANGEL YOU DID NOT DESERVED WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU
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By: Wondering Why? on 5/24/2010 9:21AM
Patty either you can't read or maybe you are just plain stupid. What does that child's father have to do with anything that went on. He was not the person ploice were looking for. The criminal that was arrested was not done so in that home. People like you should keep you comments to their selves. Rest in peace little one and I pray that justice will be served in your honor.
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By: wow on 5/23/2010 2:06PM
i don't agree before police decide what they will do they are supposed to know if there are babies in the house. This could have been handled diffrent this is a mess this was a baby and they shot her not her family the police. It doesn't matter if her family had a record or if they were hiding someone in the house what matters is that the police did not handle this in a professional way.
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By: Landis on 5/23/2010 4:05PM
I am saddened by the death of an innocent child, but the people Aiyana lived with were not innocent. They were bullies, dope dealers, car theieves and they took over our street. They intimidated all of us. The people who claim to be neighbors in front of the cameras are the same crew that hung out at that house smoking dope, cussing and playing loud music at all hours.
Aiayna's father has six other children and I hope that they will re-evaluate their lives and keep those kids safe.
Both apartments were used by the crew. Mr. Jone's sister is a trip too.
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By: National Black Police Association on 5/23/2010 6:16PM
A DETROIT POLICEMAN WITH A DOCUMENTED HISTORY OF POINTING GUNS AT CHILDREN, SHOOTS & KILLS 7 YEAR-OLD AIYANA JONES, BUT NOT AFTER A FELLOW OFFICER SETS THE TINY GIRL ABLAZE WITH A GRENADE. THIS COULD HAPPEN IN THE CHICAGO AREA Copyright © MAY 20, 2010
BY Christopher C. Cooper, National Black Police Association
Is it every parent’s nightmare that the police will throw a grenade through the living room window striking their 7 year-old and then fire a bullet into the child’s forehead? Or is it, ONLY, some parents’ nightmare? I am willing to bet that there are communities in America in which the police would never throw a grenade into a home in which the officers have been told ad nauseum that there are children inside.
It is only a matter of time until the Chicago area has its Aiyana Jones type death unless the militarization of police agencies ceases immediately.
It was after midnight May 16, 2010. It may be helpful for you to ask yourself where you were and what you were doing in early hours of that Sunday morning. Aiyana Jones, 7 years old, a petite black girl was asleep under a blanket in her Detroit home. What happened next is a testament to a disturbing trend of the militarization of many police agencies in the United States. A Detroit policeman dressed in military attire aimed at a the little girl’s home and threw a grenade, it went crashing through the living room front window hitting little Aiyana and setting her fire. As the little girl now ablaze screeched in pain and attempted to jump from the couch, she came eye-to-eye with Joseph Weekley, another Detroit policeman, pointed a gun at the girl and shot her in the neck and head area. Now, the tiny girl gurgling and gushing blood, her grandmother sobbing loudly: "I seen the light leave out her eyes, and I knew she was dead. She had blood coming out her mouth” said a forever-distraught grandmother.
Police departments and the public in benefit when there is a system in place for identifying officers who have a propensity for violence toward civilians. The right type of system recognizes when an officer needs to be removed from street duty (and then assigned to a desk job or other role in which there is limited contact with citizens). Had the Detroit Police Department had a [working] Early Warning System in place, Joseph Weekley would not have been at Aiyana Jones’ home on May 16, 2010-–BECAUSE--The Detroit Police Department was ALL READY on notice on February 8, 2007 that Officer Weekley menaced small children with his firearm in another botched Detroit police raid. The children breathed a sigh of relief when Officer Weekley turned his weapon from them and instead shot and killed he two family dogs in the presence of the children. (See, federal lawsuit 09cv11457, U.S. Dist. Ct. for Eastern Michigan).
When Officer Weekley showed at another home in 2009, he shot an adult he should not have shot, and now, Officer Weekley’s recklessness has Detroit on the brink of rioting since, many of Detroit black residents see no other way to cope and address a Mayor and police chief who arm officers with grenades and M16 rifles simultaneous with allowing officers who have proved themselves to be a liability to the City and a danger to citizens to remain on street duty.
Yesterday, Detroit’s Mayor, Dave Bing, could have used Aiyana’s death to suspend all military style and No Knock warrants [raids] (essentially ordering his police department to cease military operations in civilian communities); rather the Mayor was quoted as saying that the city's residents need to pull together and "do something" to curb violent crime in the city in the wake of the Sunday morning shooting death of 7-year-old girl Aiyana. Mr. Mayor, I say to you: Don’t blame the community. Blame your police chief who authorized a military style raid and No Knock Warrant. Blame the commander on the scene who authorized the grenade to be thrown into home in which he knew there were children.
Rather than defining the shooting death of Aiyana Jones as intentional, Mayor Bing along, with his police chief have engaged in a frivolous and disingenuous campaign---that of describing Aiyana’s death not as a police shooting but rather as a question of “how” a weapon discharged. This effort to remove the reckless police officer from the equation furthers black community distrust of the police.
In July 2008, it is fair to say that Americans and people throughout the world were horrified to learn of the violent and militaristic actions of the Prince George's County, Maryland Sheriff's Office/ Police Department, in Berwyn Heights, a village in Maryland. It was there that the residence/home of the mayor of the Village, Cheye Calvo, was raided, by police dressed in full military attire, carrying M16 assault rifles. Crashing through the home’s front door with what appears to have been a battering ram, the officers bound the mayor and his mother-in-law for more than two hours. While in the home, an officer shot and killed the family pets (2 dogs) and forced the mayor and mother in-law to lie face down next to the bleeding pet carcasses while the officers ransacked the family home.
The Berwyn Heights raid was horrific by American standards. A white, upper-middle class family. The patriarch, the mayor of the village. Two pets murdered. The police having blundered. Aiyana Jones was a person—a human being—yet the death of two dogs pursuant to a No Knock military style raid has received more media attention in the first twenty fours than Aiyana’s death. I hope that Aiyana’s death causes the media (NPR, CNN etc.) and politicians to talk about what missing from the police officers toolbox of skills and machismo rum amok in the form of police agencies being transformed into military outfits.
The City Chicago’s Police department is rapidly militarizing under its present police superintendent. Black residents in both the City and surrounding suburbs (e.g., in DuPage, Cook, Kane Counties) have been subjected to the military style type raid that resulted in the death of 7 year-old Aiyana Jones. It is only a matter of time until the Chicago area has its Aiyana Jones type death unless the militarization of police agencies ceases immediately. Young men with military aspirations for military service lack the courage to join the U.S. Military, rather choose to act out their military aspirations in black communities.
The fact that mayors and other municipal administrators are availed of federal grant monies from the U.S. Department of Justice in particular, for the purchase of military armament for their police, only worsens the epidemic.
Researchers along with many prominent police chiefs and organizations such as the National Black Police Association (NBPA) have long predicted the dangers of military style policing in residential neighborhoods. Atlanta’s similar police shooting death was the shooting of 92-year-old Kathryn Johnson. New York City’s case was the death Alberta Spruill. The 57 year-old black woman had a massive heart attack when officers threw a grenade into her apartment---and it was the wrong apartment.
Throughout the country, the shootings of innocents by police officers pursuant to military style policing will not stop not until those in control of police agencies (e.g., mayors and the like) not just establish, but actively maintain early warnings systems to identify problem officers; a ban on the use of grenades by officers; a stringent protocol limiting Taser use for extremely serious situations in which a person is an immediate danger to others; and an immediate stop to [a] police departments’ efforts to transform in whole or part into a military entity.
Congress can help by enacting legislation that holds that a violation of the Posse Comitatus Act (the law prohibiting the use of the military as police) occurs and is PUNISHABLE BY LAW (e.g., charges against the police superintendent) where police administrators and mayors who are frustrated that they cannot use the military for police duties, resort to the back door approach of establishing their own military (through dressing officers like soldiers and giving them M16’s and grenades, etc.).
Crime is a fact of life. The goal is to reduce it, not prey on people’s fears by suggesting that communities of color need to be policed with grenades, Tasers, machine guns and armored vehicles. Opponents who assert that “all” criminals are carrying AK 47 rifles, etc. have no scientific evidence on which to base such assertions.
There will be times when police will need access to superior firepower, but those times are few and seldom. Therefore, when and if a police officer uses a grenade, etc. must be a decision on a case-by-case basis made by the highest ranking official in the jurisdiction. Just as the police chief or superintendent in a jurisdiction must be the only person who decides if a “No Knock Warrant.” Is necessary.
If little Aiyana Jones was not 7 but 17, I would not have written this article because I would not have learned of her death nor would you know about it. The police narrative would say: Just another person allegedly fighting with the police who had to be killed for officer safety reasons. We know about little Aiyana because she was 7. You (the reader) know based on your skin complexion and socio economic class, whether or not your seven-year old needs to, and or will have nightmares TONIGHT after he\she hears about dead Aiyana Jones.
Copyright © MAY 20, 2010
Writer: National Black Police Association member and spokesperson. Dr. Christopher C. Cooper (PhD in Sociology), Former United States Marine (& Iraq War veteran; and 2nd Recon Battalion) and Washington D.C. Policeman; Now Civil Rights attorney in Chicago.
E-mail: cooperlaw3234@gmail.com
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By: National Black Police Association on 5/23/2010 6:20PM
NATIONAL BLACK POLICE ASSOCIATION (NBPA) STATEMENT ON THE SHOOTING DEATH OF 7 YEAR-OLD AIYANA JONES BY A DETROIT POLICE OFFICER: MILITARY STYLE RAIDS & “NO KNOCK” WARRANTS ARE RECKLESS Copyright © 2010
“It is immoral and unacceptable that police leaders, members of Congress, other legislators and the U.S. Department of Justice say nothing about this increasingly occurring phenomenon of innocent Americans killed in their homes by police, unnecessarily and pursuant to No Knock warrants accompanied by police dressed as soldiers carrying military armament.”
The NBPA is comprised of active and retired black police officers from throughout the United States. We assert that the May 16th, 2010 shooting of a 7 year-old child by a Detroit Police officer was a culmination of inept police leadership, disrespect for human life, and a concerted objective by the Detroit Police Department to militarize its day-to-day operations.
Yet, another military style raid by the police in the U.S. And now again, another death. This time a seven year-old black girl, Aiyana Jones. She was shot and killed at point blank range by a policeman acting out his military aspirations in a community of color. It does not matter if the officer was black or white. The NBPA makes clear that the militarization of American police agencies is machismo run amok. Young men who want to use deadly force should demonstrate courage and join the military, not kill 7-year-old children in America’s residential communities.
We, the NBPA, are police officers. In this regard, we realize that Aiyana was likely killed intentionally. As Aiyana awoke from the couch and rose up, the officer did not know if she was 7 or 17. If she had been 17, most of America would never have heard of this case. Rather, the Detroit Police Department narratives of the incident would have falsely described a combative Aiyana Jones. The politicians and people with power to bring an end to the militarizing of American police agencies would not be paying attention.
The raid of Aiyana’s home began with a grenade thrown into the family home by a Detroit Police officer. This represents that the first cause of Aiyana’s death was a military style raid. The second, a policeman who fired his weapon without exercising the following: (1) Know your target; and (2) assess whether or not innocents will be harmed if you discharge your weapon.
Detroit’s Mayor, Dave Bing, could have used Aiyana’s death to suspend all military style and No Knock warrants raids (essentially ordering his police department to cease military operations in civilian communities); rather the Mayor was quoted as saying that the city's residents need to pull together and "do something" to curb violent crime in the city in the wake of the Sunday morning shooting death of a 7-year-old girl. Mr. Mayor, the NBPA states: Don’t blame the community. Blame your police chief who authorized a military style raid and No Knock Warrant. Blame the commander on the scene who authorized the use of smoke grenade in home in which he\she knew there were children.
Rather than defining the shooting death of Aiyana as intentional, Mayor Bing along, with his police chief have engaged in a frivolous and disingenuous campaign---that of describing Aiyana’s death not as a police shooting but rather as a question of “how” a weapon discharged. This effort to remove the reckless police officer from the equation furthers black community distrust of the police
In July 2008, it is fair to say that Americans and people throughout the world were horrified to learn of the violent and militaristic actions of the Prince George's County, Maryland Sheriff's Office/ Police Department, in Berwyn Heights, a village in Maryland. It was there that the residence/home of the mayor of the Village, Cheye Calvo, was raided, by police dressed in full military attire, carrying M16 assault rifles. Crashing through the home’s front door with what appears to have been a battering ram, the officers bound the mayor and his mother-in-law for more than two hours. While in the home, an officer shot and killed the family pets (2 dogs) and forced the mayor and mother in-law to lie face down next to the bleeding pet carcasses while the officers ransacked the family home.
The officers, in their police report, described the dogs as vicious and threatening; although, the evidence is to the contrary---the dogs having run away from the military wannabes. Within weeks, a convoluted recant by the police department occurred. The police chief, Melvin High, publicly cleared the Calvo family of any wrongdoing.
The distraught Mr. Calvo stated: "The deputies opened fire and executed our dogs the very second they broke down our front door… We were harmed by the very people who took an oath to protect us."
In 2007 in Atlanta, officers dressed as soldiers crashed into the home of 92 year-old black woman named Kathryn Johnston, although, the officers apparently knew that it was the wrong house. Ms. Johnston kept a licensed gun in the house. She like many Americans who rightly and reasonably assume that intruders are robbers, was shot a killed by the officers after she opened fire on the inept officers. Aiyana’s death, like Ms. Johnston’s death calls attention to military style raids by the police compounded with their execution of “No Knock” warrants.
The Berwyn Heights raid was horrific by American standards. A white, upper-middle class family. The patriarch, the mayor of the village. Two pets murdered. The police having blundered. Aiyana Jones was a person—a human being—yet the death of two dogs pursuant to a No Knock military style raid received more media attention in the first twenty fours than Aiyana’ death. The NBPA hopes that Aiyana’s death causes the media (NPR, CNN etc.) and politicians to talk about machismo rum amok in the form of police agencies being transformed into military outfits.
Writer: NBPA member Dr. Christopher C. Cooper, Former United States Marine and Washington D.C. Policeman; Now Civil Rights attorney in Chicago. E-mail: cooperlaw3234@gmail.com
NBPA, 30 Kennedy Street-NW, Suite 101 Washington, DC 20011 (202) 986-2070 (202) 986-0410 FAX mail to: nbpanatofc@att.net Ronald Hampton, Executive Director
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By: catherine on 5/23/2010 9:56PM
It is so sad that our children are dying and being killed and we do so little about it. I feel so sad today. Then I think about the young man that the world seem to hate, and the young man that was killed. Some time I wrote this and it was place on www.Timbooktu.com
I wanted to shared it with you here becasue so many times we claim to think so highly of the dead. The little chld was to young to do anything but love. She didn't know nothing but how to be a child but she's gone now and Al. Sharpton made his appearance. I remember when I called him, when I emailed him, when I begged him to help me and he wouldnt' even return my call. I remember when I wrote a poem for Jesse Jackson and read it at the First Bread and Breakfast at one of my art shows and he promised to give me a call to see if he could help me but he never return a call. I must agree they are only around when it benefit them these days. There was a time that I thought the sun rose on these men and the moon went down on them but now. they are just two men that like the light. I pray that Little Ms. Jones family give this terrible evil over to God and find some peace.
and to the young man that placed her in danger. I pray you will get to know the Lord before you leave this world. Three young people lives cut short before they learned waht life was all about.
The Funeral
The greatest lies I've ever heard
Was added to the Word that came from above
All in the mighty name of love.
More tears than a body can hold did I see
Especially when the un-learned preacher said to
The congregation this young man is now free
Those folks did everything but sell their souls
Tears, lies, and more tears and lies
Blowing snot, wiping puffy eyes
Up in there that day No truth was taught.
Someone cried out: "turn on the air,
It's awfully hot, turn on the air it's awfully hot"
Mama Lucie was just screaming and blowing snot
"Up in here, we need circulation"
The young man died without any connection
With any kind of Christians communication
The young chorus asked "who is he:"
They had never met him in congregation
But here they now stood singing from their souls
To their heavenly Father for the boy's lost soul
A few of the children cried for the young man
That laid before them because they knew they could not help him
And he could not hear them.
But yet they lifted up their voice before the throne of God
God please forgive him for all his wrong.
Screams pushing from deep within
Crying and hollering for the shell before them.
Crying for a young man that had died in his sin
Crying out to the God they did not know
The True God of Eternity had not taken their love one as the Un-learned Preacher had said.
God is The God of the Living not the dead
Mama and Papa holding hands,
Giving God the praise for the great preacher man
As they paid him to say what would comfort them
A room filled with folks half believing him
The preacher man said to the folks that day
"God gave and God has taken away"
Not a word that day was keeping it real
As the devil sitting in that crowdie room
Frowning as he knew most of them from the corner saloon
Papa got drunk and slapped Mama around
Their only child had just been placed ungrounded
Mama knew and Papa did too, that Junior didn't
Go to heaven that day, and junior hadn't gotten killed Just out to play.
Junior had tried to rob somebody that day
The fact is things hadn't gone juniors' way
What Papa and the preacher didn't know
God had answered Mama's prayer
Mama could take abuse from junior no more
One beating her was enough
It broke her heart to see her only child
Being returned to the dust
But Mama's prayer was in God I trust
Junior had slapped her once to much
She cried silently for the boy she'd given to birth
But best he be gone than take a life
Best he never bring forward a child or take a wife
Especially after he told her curse you and your foolish Christ
I Ms. Mama am responsible for my own life
Now fix me some food before I cut you again with this here Steak knife.
Papa had come in and just sat down
"What you're doing with that there knife Junior, you know it ain't right"
What's Mama done to you for you to treat her this way" Papa asked
"Pulling it on your Mama ain't right at all"
"You should be ashamed of yourself Boy" Papa said
Jumping up from the chair Junior punched his Papa up side the head
"Shut up old man, before you find yourself among the living dead
Junior grabbed the food and ate it without saying grace,
Laughing and pointing at the pain and hurt on his papa and his mama face
As Mama bowed her head these was the last words Junior heard mama say
Father Jehovah God hear my prayer a boy I asked for
And a boy I got, what I should have asked for was a son.
Change him or take him away from here
I am tied Lord of living in fear
This devil doesn't belong up in here.
One devil is enough. Lord I ask you to take him as you will
I'd hate to be the one that kill's my own son,
I've worked to hard for in hell to burn,
Just maybe this all is my fault, mama said to herself
"But Lord you know I've had enough."
"Lord I just couldn't take any more of this stuff"
As Mama sat there at the funeral home that day
She cried for the lie that she heard the great preacher man say. She sat anxious for the time to put her boy away. "It's a sin what I've done, to pray to destroy someone"
She thought to herself.
"The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away"
She again heard the preacher say.
But mama knew it wasn't the Lord that took her boy away.
No matter what the preacher man or any one else had to say
That boy had thrown his own life away
Caught up in a robber that had gone all wrong
The only child she had was never coming home
Just as she'd asked the Lord to do
The devil himself had heard it too.
Now Mama was home, getting slapped around once more
By the man that was to have protected her from all harm.
Instead of holding her in his arms and trying to ease her pain
He was beating her, slapping her around and placing blame,
Calling her all sorts of filthy names
Only this time when he grabbed her by the arm
And slung her onto the bed Mama felt nothing.
This time Mama didn't cry.
Mama didn't scream. Mama didn't do anything
She just felt back on the bed and stared into space.
As she looked upon her husbands the head abuser's face
"Why didn't I ask you Father to take the abusers away?
My boy did just what he'd learned.
Papa and me we destroyed him
We allowed him to get out of control.
Papa and me we costed that boy his soul."
"My boy's gone now and things ain't change at all."
"This mane ain't gonna ever change."
For twenty odd years he's abused me,
He's used me and taught our boy to do the same
Without any morals he's gonna be the death of me.
I can't pray for him no more Lord
I can't take any more abuse either
Lord tell me what to do?
Lead me and guide me as you would have me to do.
Lord this is the prayer I place before you.
This woman beater is yet here tossing me about
Just as he has year after year
Father let your will be done.
For I want your kingdom to come
While I am still yet here on earth in Christ Jesus name I pray,
Lord Jehovah have your way. Amen."
Like a zombie Mama pulled herself up from the bed.
Papa yet screaming at her calling her names, all out of his head
"My boys gone because you didn't know how to raise him"
He screamed at her. "It should have been you"; "it should have been you".
Falling down drunk Papa sat on the floor, blocking the bed room door
Mama step out of her clothes into the shower, then the tears came
For the twenty years she had taken his name, she had carried all the blame,
For twenty some odd years Mama had lived in humiliation and shame
Now their seventeen year old son was gone.
Stepping out the shower Mama saw Papa
Had pulled himself off the floor and passed out
With his bottle at the foot of the bed.
He laid their as if he was dead.
Mama leaned over and pulled the cover over him.
Reached in the clothes and took out her favored dressed.
Got dress, pulled out her old trunk and threw some things in it.
Called a cab
Went to the draw, took most of the cash
From Papa supposed hidden stash
Walked over to him, leaned over,
Kissed him on the forehead whispering I love you
Now it's time for me to learn to love me.
Without our boy I can move on.
By the time you rise I too will be gone
Now I can go make me a Christian home.
Mama unplugged the phone
Turned off the lights
Took another look at Papa lying there like he had no life
Papa I ain't sorry to leave you alone
The cab pulled up and Mama closed the door
Never to see Papa no more.
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